its amazing how fast your life, people, situations, circumstances..EVERYTHING can change in such a short span of time. Im pretty sure Change has been andwill be the theme for 2010 and beyond.. and im go back to my balls to the wall ways The original thug nasti will be back because just steph keepsgetting screwed over... the people i held nearest and dearest havetried to play me for a fool.
well, fuck this ill show my kindness tosomeone whodeserves it and for the rest of the assholes, well, they'll see
im no longer accepting excuses or giving second chances.. and its no longer going to be my fault
there is ONE person who i pick up after and he turns one in November.. the rest of yall can go ahead and suck it.. Gaurd ur hearts and ur loins!!
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
Its Been a while But this is good!!! 0OOhhhh...
And so, again the feelings of a prideful young man..well he isnt young but his mentality sure is...Anywho his feelings were hurt soo hes gonna try n deal with it the best way he can which is trying to bring me down with name calling and immature email messages well...here they are.... ENJOY!!...read from the bottom up!!...fyi this is a 30 year old!!
bold = me
retarded = him
From: Christopher Alexander <kidcomanche@live.com>
To: dimplediva127@yahoo.com
Sent: Sun, July 18, 2010 5:37:55 PM
Subject: RE:
bold = me
retarded = him
CHILD YOU MAKE NO SENSE..You have no sense...your mentality is that of a 13 year old girl, it matches your man tits.. you are unstable..dumb ass lmfao!..Dont call my phone lame..
See this is why i gotta stop being nice to ugly people...
See this is why i gotta stop being nice to ugly people...
From: Christopher Alexander <kidcomanche@live.com>
To: dimplediva127@yahoo.com
Sent: Sun, July 18, 2010 5:37:55 PM
Subject: RE:
You type to me about you being 20 ? your dumb, thats what you are . Now you trien cop out talking about, your to young to die ? gunshot ! die slow. your fake, you cant deal with the fact that I'm better then your ex man could ever be . deal with reality . fuck a cell phone . your to ashamed to admit that you had feelings for me cause you know you aint shit bitch you aint nothin . you broke bitch
Date: Sun, 18 Jul 2010 11:56:12 -0700
From: dimplediva127@yahoo.com
To: kidcomanche@live.com
From: Christopher Alexander
To: dimplediva127@yahoo.com
Sent: Sun, July 18, 2010 11:06:53 AM
Subject: RE:
I do legitimate work . you don't do shit
You couldn't fuck with me in a million years .
Light-years ahead of you . bitch plz !
memba dat !
no bitch concentrate on Deez .
slut dyke .
lmmfao
Fat Beeyaachts !!!
Date: Sun, 18 Jul 2010 00:37:44 -0700
From: dimplediva127@yahoo.com
Subject: Re: My belly
To: kidcomanche@live.com
From: Christopher Alexander
To: dimplediva127@yahoo.com
Sent: Sun, July 18, 2010 3:02:32 AM
Subject: RE:
I tried to look past allot of things about you from the start . I thought you were a nice person , and you were . You proved to be undeveloped when it came to your emotional connection for me because, your a big bisexual . All you did was try and fight your feelings for me and in attempt to come across "cool" . You came across cold, lame, and insecure . You were to caught up with your ex to see that someone special was right in front of you ; who had the ability to look past all your flaws and admire the inner you . Getting to know you became a drag though . stupid fights, and indifference . I tried to call you and make amends for something, and I shouldn't have (my mistake) . I did it just to see if you were on that same dizzy shit and you were . On top of all that you got a kid . you think your cute but your not . Your fat as hell, and you got all those stretch marks ILL . I'm good baby you don't worry your big head about me . lmao I hope you take these words of advice.................... grow up ! you couldn't fuck with me in a million years . Light-years ahead of you . bitch plz !
Date: Sun, 18 Jul 2010 11:56:12 -0700
From: dimplediva127@yahoo.com
To: kidcomanche@live.com
Lmfao you ain't light years ahead of a caveman.. and not even a half a step ahead of me. Do all the legitimate work you want, you still morally financially and emotionally BROKE. Get out of your own way dumb ass. Your emails are that of a pissed off teenager. You're damn near 30 leaving a 20 year old messages and all you can say is "wackness" and call me a bitch. Your a joke to humanity... FIX UP DUDE!
From: Christopher Alexander
To: dimplediva127@yahoo.com
Sent: Sun, July 18, 2010 11:06:53 AM
Subject: RE:
I do legitimate work . you don't do shit
You couldn't fuck with me in a million years .
Light-years ahead of you . bitch plz !
memba dat !
no bitch concentrate on Deez .
slut dyke .
lmmfao
Fat Beeyaachts !!!
Date: Sun, 18 Jul 2010 00:37:44 -0700
From: dimplediva127@yahoo.com
Subject: Re: My belly
To: kidcomanche@live.com
MATURITY COMES WITH AGE..BUT AGE DOES NOT COME WITH MATURITY...memba dat! n look past deze nuuuttzzzz lmaoo haha lame i never loved your ass i feel bad for you. you havent a clue you're stuck in your own world and there will never be enough space for anyone else... u wonder why all your relationships fail miserably YOU ARE THE COMMON DENOMINATOR!
From: Christopher Alexander
To: dimplediva127@yahoo.com
Sent: Sun, July 18, 2010 3:02:32 AM
Subject: RE:
I tried to look past allot of things about you from the start . I thought you were a nice person , and you were . You proved to be undeveloped when it came to your emotional connection for me because, your a big bisexual . All you did was try and fight your feelings for me and in attempt to come across "cool" . You came across cold, lame, and insecure . You were to caught up with your ex to see that someone special was right in front of you ; who had the ability to look past all your flaws and admire the inner you . Getting to know you became a drag though . stupid fights, and indifference . I tried to call you and make amends for something, and I shouldn't have (my mistake) . I did it just to see if you were on that same dizzy shit and you were . On top of all that you got a kid . you think your cute but your not . Your fat as hell, and you got all those stretch marks ILL . I'm good baby you don't worry your big head about me . lmao I hope you take these words of advice.................... grow up ! you couldn't fuck with me in a million years . Light-years ahead of you . bitch plz !
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Crying Again..will it ever end...UUGH
Recently i've been spending a lot more time upset in my relationship than i have been enjoying it... it makes me wonder if the relationship is even worth trying to salvage... we spend more time fighting than acting like we love each other. My trust for him has gone way down. Im not sure if its my own insecurities or what. I know that he probably wont cheat on me, but im not sure if he wont do anything to hurt me... big diff...
I feel so lonely like i should just pick up the pieces and move on. People tell me im wasting my time and sometimes i wonder if i really am. It kills me to think that i put forth this much effort and gone through all this just to get hurt.
What the hell happened to me. a little over a year ago I would never .. not even.. I would laugh at somebody crying over somebody who is not dead. I guess I never understood how much love could change everything. I hate this and as much as i try to push through the pain..unhappiness is tiring and i dont know if I have the stamina anymore. SOmetimes I wonder what I am even fighting for. my reason isnt clear... but then again what, in love, is clear... Maybe this is what i get for avoiding it for so long.. for treating people the way that I did....Karma, maybe... Or what if i just wasnt ready to settle... either way at this point IM FUCKED
I feel so lonely like i should just pick up the pieces and move on. People tell me im wasting my time and sometimes i wonder if i really am. It kills me to think that i put forth this much effort and gone through all this just to get hurt.
What the hell happened to me. a little over a year ago I would never .. not even.. I would laugh at somebody crying over somebody who is not dead. I guess I never understood how much love could change everything. I hate this and as much as i try to push through the pain..unhappiness is tiring and i dont know if I have the stamina anymore. SOmetimes I wonder what I am even fighting for. my reason isnt clear... but then again what, in love, is clear... Maybe this is what i get for avoiding it for so long.. for treating people the way that I did....Karma, maybe... Or what if i just wasnt ready to settle... either way at this point IM FUCKED
Friday, May 21, 2010
Change my frame of mind..Ooohh
Sometimes when your life is so full of negative things it clouds the positive. Im tired Im stressed and I just want to get away.. unfortunately there is nothing that I can do right now so i am just going to try and keep smiling
Change my frame of mind..Ooohh
Sometimes when your life is so full of negative things it clouds the positive. Im tired Im stressed and I just want to get away.. unfortunately there is nothing that I can do right now so i am just going to try and keep smiling
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