ALONE ALONE ALONE...UUGGHHHH

ALONE...ALONE..ALONEALONEALONE...

Its a reoccurring theme in my life

When I was a teenager...going through all my shit i was put into a room to be left alone and deal with myself by myself.
When I got pregnant my boyfriend was arrested and deported I was left alone...every doctors appointment alone.. went into labor alone
When I was suffering from postpartum depression and psychosis I went through it alone in my room alone by myself
When I developed gallstones and passed them and was in excruciating pain that I could not sit upright or pick up my crying baby I was in the house alone
And now 1 day fresh from surgery in so much pain in my bed in my house ALONE...again..

GREAT!

look what we did today!...Ahhh..

It was the first 80something degree day so we were out and about and we took some snapshots in the park!...LOVE THEM