Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Do A lil dance...Make a lil Love...AAhah..
I saw this [DANCING BEAR] at walmart and thought it was HILARIOUS!
Breastfeeding..0oOH...

WHAT IS THEBIG FREAKIN DEAL..
Yeah so I breastfeed in public...everybody else eats in public, why cant my kid?
Whenever I BF in a store or in the car or at the mall I get weird looks like 'why are you doing that?' kind of looks. Its not the looks that bother me because I can't control any ones face but I do think its kind of weird when people look at my breast when I'm feeding my child as a sexual organ..[since i'm not sexin anyone it hasnt been one of those for about a year].. but its sick to think of my boob as a sexual organ in relation to my baby boy. Its people that think like that who annoy me and quite frankly digust me.

I shouldn't have to change a natural behavior...something im supposed to be doing because some people don't want to broaden their horizons...GET OVER IT PEOPLE...I'M BREASTFEEDING MY BABY...IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT.. YOU DON'T LOOK!
I am a Phoenix...AAaahh

I never thought that i would EVER go to school online. I was always such a skeptic when it came to anything online. Its so convenient who knew i could breastfeed and be in class at the same time. Thediscussions are almost like being in a real classroom except you dont see who you're talking to and everyone is forced toparticipate. Usuallyin class itsthesame2 or 3 people that commenton EVERYTHING, and the rest of us sit there and listen to get participation points..Now everyone shares their point of view..its pretty cool...Im only 2 weeks in but I like it!
Monday, February 22, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Going it alone...
Motherhood is the greatest blessing I have ever recieved. The sense of fulfillment and happiness you get when you see your baby smile when he hears your voice is incomparable to anything in the world. But doing it by myself is so tiring its so hard its physically and emotionally draining some days..so this has been kind of bitter sweet for me because not only do I have the pressure and stress of this dramatic role and responsibility change...but I'm taking care of people emotionaly and I need some taking care of and support also..and its so heartbreaking some days I just want to be hugged and told that I'm appreciated or I'm doing a good job or for some one to say let me take him for a day and I would actually be willing or able even to let them.. No way my anxiety would make my head explode. The bottom line is, I love my son but I truly believe it takes more than one person to raise a child... Single parenting is not wrong and single parents are strong people but we need help we're not superheroes...
Thursday, February 4, 2010
1-888-45MAURY...Aaaahhh
I love this show! whenever its on i catch myself talkin to the tv and i know my baby may turn out to be a maury junkie like me
YOU ARE NOT THE FATHER...
I dont understand..if you knew you were fuckin around..IF YOU KNOW.. IF YOU KNOW..then why put yourself through the embarrassment, why lie.. oh well, it entertains my life!
YOU ARE NOT THE FATHER...
I dont understand..if you knew you were fuckin around..IF YOU KNOW.. IF YOU KNOW..then why put yourself through the embarrassment, why lie.. oh well, it entertains my life!
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
what a waste...ugh!
by 630 the ER was empty..i was tired, missing my baby, and just plain sick of sitting there... so I woke my dad up who was sitting on the chair knocked out! and we just walked out because by then the 1200mg i took of motrin had kicked in
I Hate..THE EMERGENCY ROOM...UUUGGHHH!!!
They're a good idea and ver helpful when they arent swamped or running slowly... but not only am i here waiting IN PAIN but its 4am i look a hot mess and worst of all i had to leave my baby at home and oh i think i bit into my lip too hard trying to get my mind off of the pain..the triage lady was so rude... i understand there is a certain conduct for working with emergency patients but she was just cold and plain rude and the waiting is aggrovating me i just want my son and this pain has been persisting for weeks now and my motrin is not working anymore.. i took 3 400mg a couple of hours ago and its just now taking the edge off...man i just want this to be over with its so aggrovating ...uuuuuugggghhhhhh...fuckin hospitals fuckin pains...pissin me off!!i thoroughly hate this
Monday, February 1, 2010
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