Sunday, January 4, 2009

Saturday, January 3, 2009

I know im not the only one...ooh


ok so I happen to think quite highly of myself.. Dont get me wrong, i do have my insecurities..but lets face it, Im fucking awesome...i know some of you probably think the same thing...and if you dont i feel sorry for you..


Some would call me conceited... and i agree...doesnt make it true but i agree

Some tell me i think im better than some people... i agree again..doesnt mean its true but i still agree


So listen being the way i am gives me strong sense of self and confidence through the roof...things dont really bother me because i have my own perceptions of certain things...for example some one may call me a "fat ugly bitch" ...fat...no im not, im proportioned - heavy-set sure y not...ugly...haha ur a liar if u call me ugly...bitch... absolutely

its also a good thing because i never settle i know what i want and i get it and im quite voracious...anywho..doesnt matter i love myself...im honest... and i've been through more than enough and im over it no regrets no self pity and i take everything with a big fat smile

im a nice person but i sure can be vicious but u have to coax that part out of me


basically call me what u want ,doesnt phase me, im still me


kay ..so i said all that so that i can pose the question why arent more people like that...the world would be a much more interesting place




Guys Online and Rejection...Ugh..

Ok.. So this has happened to me on a few occations.. I have a personal profile to post pictures and keep up with distant friends or whatnot and NOWHERE on the page does it say looking for a date/boyfriend/buck fuddy.. and i'll get a message from a guy proffesing his love to me and telling me how beautiful i am and this that n the third which is sometimes flattering but most of the time is just lame and annoying, and i'll send back a polite "no thank you"...i get back a " ur ugly anyway.." or "bitch" and other things along those lines.. i mean i KNOW im not ugly ..a bitch...well, yeah i can be... but i dont understand its like an epidemic and sometimes it gets really nasty and so when i point out my observations they get offended...

exhibit A

V0racii0usKrii0la127 = me
lookn4luv08 = him

From: lookn4luv08 To: V0racii0usKrii0la127
Subject: how u doin...listen im not gonna come at you like these little boys do...ima be a real man...i wanna talk to u and get to kno u...and c wat can happen...wat u thnk?

From: V0racii0usKrii0la127 To: lookn4luv08
Subject: Re:no thank you


ur ugly anyway

not half as ugly as you ....u shouldnt be in public your face is offensive... now cut it out and take the rejection dumbass

plz i got all these chicks wantn me so fuck u fat ass lol

damn if u got madd chicks after u y r u lookin 4 love on bp ...maybe u should rethink ur logic ugh...what a loser!!...clearly u liked my fat ass stupid

i just liked ya tits

ur pathetic

ur fat and ugly

if im so fat and so ugly why does it eat you up inside that i rejected you... maybe because ur life is worth nothing and you're gonna be lonely for the rest of your life so you seek approval online where ppl dnt really see you ...btw did you ever find love in 08 haha...

i can see al chicks on my list

oh ok cool maybe one of them has self-esteem low enough to actually meet with you and u might just find love..

Anyway..you get the picture... So where was i going with this again..oh.. if you're putting yourself out there like that esp. with some one like me who CLEARLY is NOT lookn4love via internet or at all, and it CLEARLY says that on my page be prepared for rejection dont get all petty like a little pussy n go back n forth with me because i am vicious and i take low blows and if that makes me a bad person so be it. Dont be a dumbass read what i post before you come at me ...thats what its there for ...dont fall in love from my picture because looks can be decieving... and guys if this is you, please stop

!!wooyoooo!!!