Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Going it alone...

Motherhood is the greatest blessing I have ever recieved. The sense of fulfillment and happiness you get when you see your baby smile when he hears your voice is incomparable to anything in the world. But doing it by myself is so tiring its so hard its physically and emotionally draining some days..so this has been kind of bitter sweet for me because not only do I have the pressure and stress of this dramatic role and responsibility change...but I'm taking care of people emotionaly and I need some taking care of and support also..and its so heartbreaking some days I just want to be hugged and told that I'm appreciated or I'm doing a good job or for some one to say let me take him for a day and I would actually be willing or able even to let them.. No way my anxiety would make my head explode. The bottom line is, I love my son but I truly believe it takes more than one person to raise a child... Single parenting is not wrong and single parents are strong people but we need help we're not superheroes...

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