ALONE ALONE ALONE...UUGGHHHH

ALONE...ALONE..ALONEALONEALONE...

Its a reoccurring theme in my life

When I was a teenager...going through all my shit i was put into a room to be left alone and deal with myself by myself.
When I got pregnant my boyfriend was arrested and deported I was left alone...every doctors appointment alone.. went into labor alone
When I was suffering from postpartum depression and psychosis I went through it alone in my room alone by myself
When I developed gallstones and passed them and was in excruciating pain that I could not sit upright or pick up my crying baby I was in the house alone
And now 1 day fresh from surgery in so much pain in my bed in my house ALONE...again..

GREAT!