So I have a big decision to make...
I really need to go back to school but i started cosmotology school thinking ..I'll be able to do this and then I'll get a job and support my baby , its a pretty stable career and what not.. anyway, now im thinking if im going to pay all this money I should probably go to a 4 year school and get a degree instead of just a certification...nothing against cosmotology it is a great and fun career but I can do hair on my own time you know I should use my smarts in something, you know, more challenging that might give me even more job stability and something that I could start online because well..I have a 2 month old baby that Im raising and taking care of essentially by myself and I dont have 7 hours a day monday through friday to be away from the baby..I can barely get somebody to watch him for an hour so I can go for a walk or do some laudry ..so im looking for an online program to do..
Now my man is being deported and he wants us to go and live with him once he gets on his feet..but if I start a program now I wont finish for a couple of years so he wants me to just finish cosmotology so that I dont have to be away for that long.. and really I feel like he is being selfish..but I understand he doesnt want to be away from his son, he hasnt even met him.. but what about my education...that used to be so important to him too ..ugh I dont know what to do and I dont want to fight with him about it..but I feel like he doesnt even want to hear my reasoning he just wants to be with his son and I dont know what to do...UUUUGGGHHHHHH...
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