Monday, January 25, 2010

TRANSFORMERS....oo0oohh..&..ugghh

One of the main things that we discuss in group therapy is LOSS..
This may sound superficial, but one of my greatest losses that came with motherhood is MY BODY
Now, I was far from perfect but all in all I was pretty content with my body..I wouldnt have minded losing a pound[or 20]..but I liked the way I looked...NOW...NOW..

NOW....
 well let me start by saying this..I also enjoyed my pregnant body...some days I felt like a cow (mostly in the beginning awkward stage where I wasn't really showing, just putting on weight) ..but when I got my beach ball stretch marks and all I felt really beautiful and feminine.. The aftermath of all that beauty and femininity is not pretty and I am DETERMINED to get back into a shape that i'll be happy with...I never wanna be a size 2, thats not me..but I will get back my voluptuous  curves in all my right places!!


I  haven't even taken any pictures of my postpartum body because I do not like it!!

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